THE CONVERSION OF SAINT PAUL THE APOSTLE
Sunday, January 25, 2026
Saints Matthew and Mark, Barrington, R.I.
(By Zoom)
Acts 26:9-21
Today, Saint Paul is perhaps the most misunderstood and criticized of all the apostles. Some even go so far as to compare the religion of Jesus presented in the four Gospels with a religion about Jesus that they claim Paul invented and the early Church expanded upon. According to this view, Paul and his followers unnecessarily complicated Jesus’ simple and pure message of love with superfluous dogmas and doctrines about who Jesus was and what he did. I think that’s nonsense. What this supposed contrast fails to recognize, among many other things, is that Paul’s letters are generally considered the earliest writings in the New Testament, coming years or even decades before the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John.
Paul’s greatest achievement, in my opinion, was recognizing the significance of Christ’s death and resurrection for everyone, Jews and Gentiles alike. Through his travels and preaching throughout the eastern Mediterranean, Paul transformed what might have remained a small, short-lived sect within Judaism into a global church with a universal mission that continues today. In this way, Paul’s life and work made our current membership in the church possible.
Paul’s crucial part in spreading early Christianity depended on his conversion. The reason we celebrate today is that, by God’s grace, Saul, the zealous persecutor of the Christian Way, became Paul, the Church’s Apostle to the Gentiles.
On Saint Stephen’s Day, December 26th, we remember how those involved in stoning the Church’s first martyr laid their garments at the feet of a young man named Saul, who fully approved of their actions. For Saul to become the Apostle Paul, he needed a complete 180-degree turnaround, a total shift in his outlook and purpose in life.
Indeed, the word conversion means something like turning around. By virtue of our baptism, we are all called to turn away from the darkness of sin and death toward the light of new life in Christ. For many people, conversion is slow and gradual, often a lifelong process, rather than a decisive single moment. Saul’s conversion, however, could not have been more sudden or dramatic. Blinded by a bright light that causes him to fall to the ground, he hears a voice speaking the words: “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?” In response to his question, “Who are you, Lord?” the voice replies, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.”
Notice that the voice doesn’t say, “Why are you persecuting my disciples?” or “Why are you persecuting my Church?” but rather, “Why are you persecuting me?” These words lay the foundation for a key theme of Paul’s teaching. Here, the risen Christ identifies himself so completely with his followers that Paul later writes repeatedly of the Church as Christ’s Body on earth.
It’s hard to imagine a ruder awakening. In an instant, Saul is made to realize that he is on the wrong side. He believed he was serving God by persecuting a deviant sect; suddenly, he understands that he has been committing the grave sin of wounding the Lord himself.
At that moment, he probably feels he deserves to die. But instead of being struck dead on the spot, as he likely expects, the surprising part of the story—the great reversal—is realizing that despite his enormous guilt and unworthiness, God forgives, chooses, and calls him anyway. Such moments of encounter with the living Lord are both terrifying and life-giving.
Herein lies the core of Christian conversion: realizing that we were wrong when we thought we were right, that we were dead when we thought we were alive, and that we were at our worst when we thought we were doing our best. But instead of facing the judgment and condemnation we deserve, we receive God’s love, forgiveness, and healing. God calls us to new life with a new purpose. Therefore, it’s no surprise that another key theme in Paul’s teaching is the completely free gift of salvation in Christ, a gift we cannot earn by our own merits but can only accept and receive through faith.
So, at least two major themes of Paul’s theology—the Church as the Body of Christ and salvation by grace through faith—stem from that single moment when the risen Lord speaks, and Paul realizes his life will never be the same. He then spends the rest of his life working through the costly implications of what happened to him during that life-changing encounter with the risen Christ. It’s not always easy, but it’s always worth it.
Once again, as Christians, we are all called to conversion. Sometimes, that conversion happens in a dramatic, life-changing moment of meeting the living Lord. Some Christians can pinpoint the exact day, date, time, and year when they found Christ—or, more precisely, when Christ found them. Others, however, experience a slow, gradual, gentle, and lifelong journey of turning to Christ. Looking back on their lives, such Christians see how God’s grace has gradually transformed them, but they can’t really identify a single moment when the change occurred.
Either way, Saint Paul stands as our model and example as we give thanks today for his conversion. No matter how far we may have strayed from the right path, if God could rescue Paul from the error of his ways, God can certainly rescue us. So, we do well to pray for the grace of conversion in all our lives.